Sad

Date: 2/14/2020

Josh was in a suit carrying HENRY out of the house. Sean was with him yelling at me to get out of they’re house. I was trying to give HENRY a hug goodbye but josh was making it so I couldn’t and then he was trying to make it so my skin had to touch his skin. And I freaked out when I realized my stomach was actually touching josh as I tried to hug HENRY. I went inside and realized I had another hour and a half it was only 12:38. I went back out and yelled at them that I have more time and brought Henry back in and was walking through this big house and as I was walking through josh was following me around the perimeter of the house. I yelled to my mom but she just made me freak out worse. Then I lost my cool I put HENRY down and went towards the perimeter of the house to yell at him and he started walking away saying something like “ I know how it feels” and I said to him “NO YOU DONT KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE A MOTHER AND SOMEONE KEEPS TRYING TO TAJE YOUR BABY FROM YOU” and I was crying and grabbing the fence and I said “ YOUR SO FUCKING EVIL AND I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY!?!?” And I felt like he actually heard that...