I dreamt that I took a leaf from this tree and watched it bleed in my hands. And then i knew that if I wanted to be one of them I had to kill three people. My aunt, a preacher and the third I can't remember. In my dream I recall deciding whether or not I wanted to be a murderer and i wanted to see what would happen. Pills magically appeared in my pocket and I had to get them to eat two. My first kill was my aunt. When they caught me trying to kill her, they stopped me and treated it as I was crazy and didn't understand my actions. The second was the pastor. It took a couple tries but I managed to force the pills down his throat in the middle of service.