Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 2/22/2019
By sleepymoonbaby
Thinking I’m skipping class I go to the library of what seems like my high school because it’s so familiar but it’s also not my school if that makes sense..? Anyway I’m at the library and there’s a lot of people I know who are in my abnormal psych class (which is actually a college class I’m taking at the moment which doesn’t make sense cause I’m at my high school?) and suddenly a man arrives to give us our test and I’m like ??? and he calls out my name but I don’t answer cause I’m suppose to be skipping class and I ask the girl next to me what’s going on and she says “don’t you remember? The professor moved class to the library today and we’re taking a quiz” and then I start freaking out cause I didn’t study but I finally say I was present and he’s like “why didn’t you say anything when I called you?” And I say “sorry I didn’t hear you” and in the end I take the quiz anyways. Suddenly a lady comes over (somebody familiar but I can’t remember who) says that only one person did really well on the quiz with only one wrong and it was me! So everyone starts clapping and I’m totally in shock since I didn’t study and I’m laughing and smiling because it’s kind of embarrassing that people are clapping. Then suddenly we’re in our classroom that looks nothing like our actual classroom in real life but more like a high school one. I go over to talk to the teacher who is a tall white skinny man with blue eyes that I’ve never seen before and he’s talking to someone I know who’s a cheerleader and are talking about the next season. So I go over and I start talking to the teacher “oh so you’re gonna be the new coach for next season?” And he says “well maybe because I’m still thinking about it” and as I’m about to continue to talk out of nowhere someone asks me to go look in a box that’s in a closet? And I go do it thinking they need something but when I go to look in the box there’s like a coin machine? And if you put a ticket in it gives you gold coins but it was hacked to where the same ticket strip would put itself in over and over so it kept giving you coins and as I’m mesmerized at what’s happening there’s a voice that I start hearing in my ear like if someone is whispering to me and I’m the only one who can hear it telling me something evil.. I start to panic and the voice says “there’s a gun in this box as well” and when I look down next to the coin machine, there’s a silver handgun then the voice says “I want you to pick it up and start shooting or I’m going to shoot and kill you” And obviously I start panicking because I have no idea what’s going on and I’m scared so I get up in a rush with the gun in my hand saying while crying “I’m not gonna shoot!” And so some girl comes out of nowhere and says while crying “I’m sorry! They’re making me do this since you said no!” And I notice she has the same type of gun in her hand aiming at me and ready to shoot so in defense I hold out mine and pull the trigger but nothing happens and she says “it’s empty you fool!” While laugh crying. So I start panicking and out of nowhere someone took away her gun and shot her in the head. I’m literally stunned and I can’t move at all so I just drop to the floor cause I couldn’t stand anymore and everyone rushes over to me to see if I’m okay and I hear myself say “I’m okay” but I don’t even feel the words leave my mouth. So I start bursting into tears and stacie out of nowhere picks me up, grabs our things, and takes me away. The first thing I say to her is “I wanna leave” in a quiet shaky voice but she just stays silent. We finally stop and when I look up I see we’re at the counciling office because they wanted me to talk to someone about what had happened and while I’m there talking, I heard loud shots being fired somewhere in the school and people screaming so I start to panic and run out with everyone following and as I’m close to the exit I stop cause I can’t walk anymore because I can’t feel my legs at all and I start to really panic and I can’t breath and I suddenly see the tall white mean teacher with the blue eyes telling me to get up or something and other people including stacie telling me the same thing.. or at least I think that’s what they’re saying because all I hear is muffled like if someone has their hands over my ears and I can’t really hear what they’re saying and all of a sudden the sound is back to normal and the teacher says “RUN THEYRE GOING TO BOMB THE SCHOOL” and after i hear him say that, I notice there’s a countdown on the intercom in the background already on “...7, 6..” and I start freaking out so I stand up but my legs feel super heavy and I start running as fast as I could with stacie on one arm and the teacher on the other helping me get out the door before time runs out and as soon as we step out of the building all I hear is “..1 and then BOOM! And everyone who was still in the gym or in the halls completely evaporated and just black remains stained the floor. So I’m standing there not sure what I’m feeling and the teacher is saying something to all the students to be safe and go home immediately and I notice some tall blonde chubby girl is doing her makeup and I get soooo angry and I start to yell at her at how insensitive she’s being and everyone turns at us but I’m still yelling at her because I’m in disbelief at what she was doing at a moment like this and she says to me in a snarky voice “everyone grieves differently!” Which made me even more angry because I knew she was just saying that to get me off her back but my anger turns to sadness and it hits me all at once so I start to cry those ugly cries and I can’t breath. Suddenly I’m at my grandpas house cause it’s the only safe place to stay and stacie is with me because she can’t go home since it’s too far and as we are walking inside from the side there’s a man who starts shooting at us so we run so fast inside and I start panicking again! And suddenly he is by the window but the curtain is covering me and stacie who are on the floor and we keep as quiet as we can and he starts shooting random hoping to hit someone but we are holding our breath for dear life and finally he slowly walks away and we close and lock the windows and doors. Then I notice we aren’t alone in the house because there’s other kids from the school there and my tia Letty and tia patty who were there to help look after us until our parents came and I start to calm down a little but I don’t have the strength to talk to anyone so stacie just stands with me holding on to me so I don’t fall to my knees again. Then out of nowhere some girl bursts through the doors in a panic yelling my name and I get scared so I raised my hand to tell her I was there and she runs to me pushing the crowd of kids out of the way, grabs my shoulders and says “YOU NEED TO HURRY OUTSIDE! IF YOU DONT GO THEYRE GONNA HURT ME!” So I start panicking like actually straight up attack and I fall to the floor and crawl next to a cabinet to hold onto a handle and I’m screaming and crying saying that’s I couldn’t take it anymore and that’s it’s too much and I wanted it to stop! And suddenly my dad walks in and sees me on the floor with everyone around me and as soon as I see him I start crying even more because as much as I wanted to run to him so he could hug me, there was another part of me that was saying “if you get close to anyone they’re going to be in danger because of you” so I don’t move and I just stay huddled in a ball crying and screaming and then I wake up.