Lucid Anxiety(Dream)

Date: 3/11/2019

So first let’s just start by saying, I’m scared to lucid dream, like I don’t want to, I don’t need to, like no thanks. The reason for that is, sleep paralysis. I’ve had this before (I’m logging that next) and it’s not worth the risk in my opinion. :Dream: My grandpa (who recently past) was walking down the hall, all “dressed up” like he would be if he was going into town, towards the bathroom to most likely shave or what not. When I saw him coming towards me I knew immediately I was dreaming and said, “I’m dreaming, WAKE UP WAKE UP” and I just kept saying wake up and trying to rock myself awake until I actually woke up (I’m actually surprised I woke up like wow). The rest of the night I was scared to go to bed and woke up about every 25 minutes until I went to go sleep with my mom.