Date: 1/14/2022
By GoldenApple
my dad who has passed away was somehow actually alive in my dream. Turns out he was just not able to have contact with me. We started texting first and i didnt really know how to react because i was barely a year old when he died. He seemed emotional, but he was trying to hide it and i was more emotional distanced, but at the same time i wanted to meet him, i had the urge to talk to him. We met up and i had a hard time connecting with him, because i didnt really know him and he actually had a hard time talking to me too, he was holding so many feelings back, i guess not to overwhelm me. He said ive gotten beautiful and i didnt know how to respond. We kept it kinda short and we discussed meeting up again, but his heart suddenly had issues again, the one he was born with. My granny held on to him and helped him down the stairs to take him to the hospital, he looked extremely sick and i realised this would be the last time i ever got to see him and i didnt get to talk about my life or his.