Crying going into the past, thinking about the tragic future that awaits

Date: 3/9/2019

I remember I was spending time with a family friend who is now, sadly, passed. We were all very close to her but we grew apart as she moved away when I got older. In this fictional past, it was Easter and we had just gone to church with her and were now leaving, saying goodbye. We walked out onto some grass and I started crying, knowing what the future held. I fell to my knees sobbing.