Lung surgery, ruins and graveyards???

Date: 10/5/2019

So last night I can’t remember much of my dreams except that in one I was meant to get surgery on my lungs. I had something wrong with them but was sight seeing in an old ruined church/graveyard at night. My doctor sent me a package so that I could put the tube down my throat myself before I arrived for my appointment to get lung surgery. It was like keyhole surgery, where they planned to operate through the tube down my neck. It was huge so through out the dream I kept trying and panicking and giving up. Then I remember thinking to myself that I’m so scared about the tube that I don’t mind dying young if I can avoid the surgery. Whilst roaming around these old ruins which were illuminated by hundreds of candles flickering in the gentle breeze I noticed other people there too. Which I thought was odd because it was late a night. I then got a tour guide and one of the people there asked me about the tube and it turned out they just had the procedure done too. He said his had gone wrong and the doctors had accidentally poked holes in the other part of his lungs 😱 So now he needs even more life threatening surgery. So weird, right??? Anyways I remember thinking in the dream that I want the best doctor on my case and this cool old guy came along and was furious at the other doctors for making such a huge mess with the previous patients and assured me I would be ok. I finally left the old ruins place after taking loads of content for my Instagram stories (I know it’s so weird that social media slips into my dreams now. I’m on it a lot for my work). I went and got in the car with my mam and their was a gift bag there for my sister. It was from one of her friends and it had a lovely message written on it and gifts and goodies inside. In the dream I remember saying to my Mam that I wish I had friends like that (which is interesting because lately I’ve had to back off from some mates because I’m sober now and they just couldn’t understand it and kept trying to tempt me to drink). I vaguely remember a part of a dream where I was in my own house and I kept finding bags of popcorn and chocolate buttons hidden all over the house. (Last night we had a movie night and that was what I was eating). I’m wondering was I dreaming about surgery on my lungs and stuff because I’m currently unwell. Just a bit of a cold but it tends to trigger my asthma a bit. Maybe it’s my subconscious warning me to keep taking my inhalers 🤣 I don’t remember getting the surgery in the dream just getting in the car and making my way there. But the entire dream carried a sense of wonder and dread all at once. So in my dream mind I was constantly worried about this surgery I was meant to get and at the same time fascinated by the place I was in, observing it all taking lots of photographs and being mesmerized by the details in the stone walls. I wish I knew how to interpret dreams. Haha 😆