drowning

Date: 10/31/2016

i remember various little things. but i mainly recall being in the backseat of a car and looking out the window. we were driving on a bridge over a lake and then next thing i know i guess we drove off the bridge bc we were flying through the air and landed just before the edge of the water and our vehile sank just below the water. i was like fuck wedidnt make it. hailey was like yes we made it. and chuck didnt care. i start grabbing all my stuff. the car at this point was opened up like a golf cart ao i could easily access my stuff but it wasnt floating and i couldnt see. i got sarah, my purse, and i think i had to grab a binderor something idk. anyway next thing i know im falling into the lake a little so i grab chucks hand for stability but then he starts walking with me. so now he and i are walking into the lake, fully clothed. it was almost like a sort of weird submission to the lake. like, it was calling us forth to the bottom. the water was a little murky and the base of the lake was squishy with clay and mud. once we were underwater i looked over at him and he looked at me like what the f why are we here and i tried to swim but i was heavy. I lpoked toward the shore but i just saw the murky water. then i woke up at like 1:30 am.