An Endless Loop

Date: 8/21/2021

This is a dream I wrote about last month (July 13th) on Google Docs. Last night, I had a dream that started off with my brother and I's birthday party. I can't say I remember too much, all my non-immediate family members were there and I ran into my little cousin. The walls were pink and there were plastic tables connected to each other with foods and gifts on them. There was a little playground and when I got on it, there were a bunch of gross snotty kids so I slid down the slide. I remember being a little upset that there was so many people there, and most of them I didn't even realize. Anyway, a week after the birthday party, we're all together with my closest non-immediate family, and they start talking about how one of my second or third cousins died yesterday, I believe she died from a car crash or something. I didn't even know who she was and I wasn't sure if she actually my cousin, but I felt conflicted to save her. I somehow went back in time to the night of my birthday party and tried to locate her, but she wasn't there yet. So, I enjoyed the party as normally and went and waited until her arrival. Eventually, I was able to track her down. She was this tall girl with blue hair and long curly blonde hair. She was with this girl her age who I also didn't recognize. I went up to her and started talking to her. Her friend, who said she was her BFF, told me to screw off and they went outside to the backyard. I followed them. It was dark outside. Her friend got up to go get something from inside the house, so I sat next to my cousin and started to tell her to be careful, to avoid any cars whatsoever the next week. She was obviously pretty confused. I didn't want to tell her straight away that she was supposed to be dead. Her BFF came back, and I went back inside to continue my party. A week later, and I found out that she still died. I went back in time again and decided to be more blunt this time. I waited for my cousin and her friend to arrive, and went up to them. I pushed the other girl away and pulled my cousin aside. I told her that I'm from the future and she was going to die from a car crash in a week from now. I told her that the only way to prevent this is to avoid any cars and to just stay home. I'm not sure how this dream ended. Hopefully my dream cousin didn't end up dying… and it didn't cause a butterfly effect haha. My next dream featured a reoccurring setting for my dream, an endless city. I heard one time in one of my dreams that it really is endless, and all kinds of different people were able to design each separate building. I saw one of the signs on a building and it said "GOT MONEY? PAY UP DADDY 😛" I believe that this is the final dream, or at least the one I can still remember. We went to a gas station, probably a Pilot one because the inside was so big. My cousin and a few of our family members were with us. He had my brother's old laptop, which was soon to be mine. He went up to a cash register booth and sat down in the chair. My dad went up to him and said that it was my laptop. Same dream, we got back to my town and went over to my grandma's house. I lingered around in the car for a few minutes and had everyone go inside before me. When I got inside, I noticed there were a bunch of little kids scattered everywhere in the house for some reason. They made room for a bunch of colored paper plates lined up on the floor. I looked across the room and saw one of my favorite game developers and his, I'd assume grandmother? And they were in my grandma's house. I made my way through the kids and said, "Excuse me." Then the game developer went, "I'm going to make your paper plate pink with a flower for kindness, imaginedagras." I was confused at first. I remember making an account in one of my dreams this session with the username "imaginedragons," and I felt so stealthy since I was stealing the name of a popular band. "Uh, thank you!" I said. I finally got my way to the beginning of the room. He had already painted the plate and his grandma was gluing a pink veil flower on it. "Are you recording?" I asked. There was a tablet propped up on the floor. "Yep," he replied. I was like, "Cool," and went to the kitchen. My mom was laying on her belly on the floor for some reason with her laptop. I was confused since she wasn't supposed to be here, my parents are divorced now lol. I didn't think too much of it and went past her. I saw my aunt in one of my grandma's rooms and said hi to her. And that's pretty much the end of the dream.