Not a dream but reality

Date: 5/25/2017

By reannaj

The sky is blue the trees are blowing beautifully as I sit on the porch smoking a cigarette I sit still for a moment and think nothing. I walk back to my room where it's pitch black because I feel nothing but emptiness and darkness all around and lay down in my bed and just feel completely alone. Even if it's a beautiful nice day out I continuously feel nothing and don't feel like doing nothing. It's worse today