Stiles, my man

Date: 3/26/2018

I started watching Teen Wolf a few days ago and had gotten a few episodes into season 3 before this dream. In it, I’m a werewolf, and so is stiles. I’m on some sort of college campus at night just waiting in the grass as if I’m waiting for something to happen. At some point sheriff stilinski stops to ask what I’m doing and if I’m okay. I remember seeing Boyd at some point but he was like combined with Danny into one person... idk he was like an art student with a big drawing pad and I never talked to him he was just with some friends and never noticed me. Anyway I had this awful feeling like I knew something bad was coming and I knew what it was but I didn’t want to think about what it was... And then stiles showed up, and he was like all crazy werewolf, like he couldn’t control it and he wasn’t himself. Somehow I managed to get close to him and like cornered him or pinned him against a wall or something I guess? I’m trying to reason with him and get him to snap out of it but it isn’t working and I just know he’s too far gone. So then I just spontaneously kiss him which takes him totally by surprise and he stopped fighting me. (Note: I had not seen the ep yet where Lydia does this, I watched that today🙄) So then I look at him and he’s normal, and just kinda staring at me in confusion and asking me why I did it but I can’t really answer because I’m crying and I see his eyes starting to turn bright blue again and I wrap my arms around him and whisper into his neck, “I love you, and I’m sorry” as I dig my claws under his rib cage and kill him 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 And then I just kinda pulled away and his dad was still there but he like knew it was coming too and knew I had to do it so he tried to console me but I just wanted to die and then Scott and then showed up cause they’d been like fighting someone else I guess and I just wanted to DIE 0/10 dont recommend