Lost Loves

Date: 12/30/2016

I dreamt that it was a few months after uni and i couldn't get in contact with my ex bf or my current one. It doesn't make much sense as i didn't meet C at uni at all! But anyway after i couldn't get hold of C I tried contacting J just to see what was going on. I kept getting through to the wrong place. I just wanted to find out why we stopped talking and then i realised that i hadn't spoken to either of them at all since finishing uni. J the ex phoned back and we had a long chat although evident that though curious about each other wed definitely moved on and he showed very little interest. Meanwhile i was still trying to get in contact with C. I was sure we ate still together and in fact had bought a house in the country somewhere. But i couldn't remember at all where it was or where he was! I woke up feeling sad and with toothache but do glad when i realised i want alone in bed but with C next to me.