My old home becoming a wolf and an interview childhood games

Date: 5/12/2018

I had a very vivid dream this morning about my family I was back at my parents house from a long time ago We were going to have me stay in my old room which was my sisters room at one point it was no furniture in there except maybe one bed it was afternoon The afternoon sun was blazing in the one window they did not have curtains or shade it was almost too much I turn into a wolf partially with a muzzle my sister becky in wonder put her hand on my muzzle then slowly put her hand into my mouth but I did not hurt her explored my fangs looked in my face with understanding I was naked crouched on the floor while this was happening my parents were just hanging out my father was talking about the lowly streets below nothing more than the one street by our or the road by our house with lots of cars coming up and down the light he was really uncharacteristically happy Then another part of dream I was trying to get undressed from fancy clothing which I don’t know why always in them I think for some photo my sister wanted to take of me I hated the clothing they were warm and old-fashioned Trying to put them into the closet properly on hangers but they kept falling off the hangers and frustrating me in the cluttered closet That happened all before I went into the old room with my parents now that I recall you like later in the dream Rachel was interviewing me in the car about a story I was trying to write pertaining to a childhood game we used to play making the characters into a cohesive story but for months in real life I have attempted this is a young adult story with no success I guess it’s just not meant to be written I’ve been frustrated and been puzzling over why in my waking life I miss my family I miss the unity in real life so these dreams are no surprise And again I long for understanding I long for my sisters to understand the part of me that I called the wolf the connection I have I share but in real life they don’t get it so I have these dreams sometimes where are I shift transform and except it