Tw// Sa idk what my dreams try to tell me

Date: 9/23/2021

By oml.leilah

we were in school on the track and i was like getting in trouble and stuff but i went outside with rachel, gavin and abi and we were having fun and Gavin was being nice and he was like its my birthday text me when i get home but before that all if them like hurt me on purpose and i had all these marks and holes in my hand. then they framed me and said that i was causing trouble so my mom took me out and i told her it wasn’t me and we went to a shady maple cracker barrel type restaurant and. i was in the bathroom on my phone for a whilee texting gavin about today and about his birthday i guess but when i look up this older man is using the sink in my stall and im like ?? what the fuck so im like what the fuck are you doing and he starts crowding me and touching me and saying like “sshhh” “shh” and im screaming but idk if its loud enough and hes touching and grabbing my arm and trying to shus me quiet ? and i get really scared and freeze and fall to the bottom of the floor but someone comes in and he breaks him focus so i run out the doors. then i see my mom and she has no idea so i just dont say anything, then shes asking about my day and i tell her it sucked and showed her the gaping holes in my hand from when rachel abi and gavin like stabbed me with broken rings with the metal exposed and i thought it looked so disgusting. even though this dream was so so fcuking sad and eerie it felt familiar and nostalgic i dont knkw...