First day of school, to party with wild Tarzan kid, to gifts

Date: 9/18/2018

It was the first day of school (we were in high school, not sure the grade), and we were all sitting cross legged on the floor like back in the 1st grade. Alice and this pretty new girl who looked like Alice kept whispering to me in class. Alice was saying I should watch some crazy video about what a guy did last night. I said I’d watch it when I get home so I have time to fully concentrate on it. The new girl who looked like a prettier Alice started absentmindedly tugging a bit of my hair without realizing. I found it funny and kinda cute, it felt like we were bonding. When she realized what she was doing she apologized and smiled sheepishly. She had a really gorgeous smile! Me and her shared a quiet insider laugh and went back to listening to our lesson. Later that day Alice was throwing a party so I checked in to see how it was, and peeked into the door. She was still setting up the party, it was only her and this one wild Tarzan like Farrell little girl. The little girl was very familiar to me, I knew her very personally when she was only one years old. Now she was three years old. Back when I knew her, I really wanted to adopt her which was a big thing for me because I’m very passionate about all my kids being my biological kids. I just really loved her, and really wanted to keep her. For some reason I never did and now it was two years later. The little wild feral girl was all alone packing donuts into a box for the table spread. She kept dropping donuts on the floor, so I came over and helped her set them up. She also very carefully packed of vegetables like carrots and celery into the box with the donuts. The little feral girl was saying that everyone does crazy stuff when they’re younger. I got uncomfortable, because she did something really serious and terrible when she was one years old. I asked her if she remembered what she did when she was younger, but also let her know that I knew she was different than the others. She said that she didn’t remember. I reminded her that she killed two people, I laughed about it after and we try to keep the mood light because I didn’t want her to feel bad about it. I knew that was in her past and she was wild at the time and that she was a different person. I saw someone come in and he said he had gifts for me! It was a new kid from school who was friends with Ilan. After, outside the party I was hugging Umayma and I was explaining to her that I didn’t want her to not be friends with Yasha or not be as close with Yasha Adam just because of me and the fact that I fucking hate him. Because I know that they used to be close. Umayma said it was fine and that she understands. The new guy was standing close to me and I pretended not to see him when I finally looked up and made eye contact with him I acted very happy to see him very surprised. He handed me gift, he had two handfuls of stuff and I tried to take them both but only one hand was for me. The stuff in the hand was a miniature to do list chocolate like chocolate but spells out the word lush and one other miniature thing that I can’t remember. I went about how much I loved it and how well he knew me Saying that my ex he actually never even got me gifts that good, but he never gave me gifts. Not even on my birthday. Brandon enarson laughed and smiled at me when he saw what he gave me and how perfect for me it was.