Peaches breaks in and I shoot myself

Date: 4/26/2020

I was home alone and running around really scared. I look at the front door and the lock is slowly turning. I lock it again and it starts to turn again. I lock it then it starts to turn again so I just open the door and Peaches is standing there and holding some food, I don't remember what food just I remember she was really concerned about it. I remember there was this dude and I had to protect him. He was a teen with brown hair and I think he was my kid or something because people were worshiping me and him. Mostly him but me too. I remember we had to run around town avoiding people. Then we run into my house and this girl comes and shoots at me and the dude. She hits the guy and then another girl appears out of nowhere stabs the last girl to death but the dude is already dead. I start crying and the girl who stabbed the girl just sits over the dead body. I stand up and walk to my kitchen where a tall women with long black hair stops me. She says we don't need you anymore, you know what you have to do. She holds out a gun and says I can do it or else they'll do it. I want to be the one to do and I want it to be quick so without a second thought I just shoot myself