Losing my v card 🫡

Date: 3/26/2024

I had this weird dream i was at some party and it was starting to get dark, and this girl i knew just kept staring at me, after a while she caught me outside and we started flirting. She took me to this tent someone had set up and she first lied down and i started trying to get her horny by rubbing her through her clothes. Basically licking her through the crotch of her pants, but the more i did it the more guilty i felt. After a moment she walked into the tent and started to get ready but for some reason i texted her to try and say i wasn’t gonna join her as i started walking away. Idk how but i think i sent her a photo by accident because there was a photo of someone trying to please their friends which i thought would give her the vibe that i was avoiding her so my friends wouldn’t judge me for doing someone like her specifically. Immediately after, she replied with some weird thing that turned my phone into a game using those characters. I was confused and just decided to leave considering she was probably mad at me. Afterwards, i felt guilty for standing her up and tried to go back to the dorms when i saw this door open with a bedroom of 2 girls hanging out trying to mess with the sleeping girl. I asked if could join and they handed me something and told me they’re trying to make the spring of confetti launch at her… there was a spring of confetti right underneath her mattress, i took the bag of leaned reached it underneath the mattress and then i slammed it up against the mattress waking her. The girls died from laughter and then suggested we do something else. After a while one suggested i stayed with them longer and just hung out. The other one said if i did they’d probably end up offering me a key to their room and thatd be weird. Then i heard someone walking by. I panicked and grabbed their blankets and said “hide me” and balled up the blankets ontop of meto avoid being seen, the other girls thought it mustve been a game bc she wanred to hide too, she took blankets and hid as well. Then the person walked in, it wasn’t her, it was actually just some random girl who was trying to see what we were up to. I revealed my face a little and then… a girl walked by behind her, this time that girl stopped, looked at me, walked into the room, and she did not look happy with me. She asked whyd i bailed on her. I just tried to deflect “maybe its the fact you’ve bullied me most of my childhood and now that you’re hot it doesn’t fix things”. And with that statement, it felt like a discovered check winning the queen… especially since she wasn’t hot….. “when did i ever bully you” she asked and then i started to list events and then after awhile i reluctantly decided it might just be best to slay the beast by laying with the beast, so i told her id fuck her and all the kings horses and all the kings men… cheered…. Im not joking, the girls in the room got so excited about this they they got everyone in the school involved. We walked out to a car and there was like 30 ppl outside circling the car and she was just as nervous as i was… we were about to fuck before thy SCHOOL. So when begun to start getting ready i asked around for a condom bc yk someone in the school has them ESPECIALLY at a party…. After a while only one person claimed to have one… MY DAD 😭😭😭 “WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE???”, “well i was gonna bring you home but it seems you’re in enough trouble as it is” he said as he handed me a condom. So then i had to have sex with a girl not only in front of a group of ppl at school, but also in front of my dad… what was i supposed to do??? I got in the car, she was ready, i was ready. You could tell at this point neither of us wanted it to go this far but being watched by this many ppl was halfway exciting so we didn’t complain. Funny enough, this is where i woke up… i dozed back to sleep and dreamt i was skating around a gas station and there were these kittens cars were about to run over so i would skate towards them and save grab them… but as for my v card… i woke up and still have it