$20 cheesecake

Date: 10/2/2016

earlier in the night i had a dream where i noticed that i was dreaming. i've forgotten now but i mentioned to someone in the dream it was obviously a dream because there were so many animals flying. later i was in a work situation. s was there and she was looking through my papers and noticed i was applying for her job. she confronted me and i sheepishly told her someone asked me to do it. she said she was pregnant and wants her job when she comes back. i said it wouldn't be a problem because i plan to quit anyway after a few months because it's not my field. i started to wonder why i had applied anyway. i noticed my phone was cracked in the front and the back. i could feel the cracks with my hands. there was a lot of food being prepared by chefs. two types of cheesecake regular and oreo. everyone was craving it but i noticed each slice was $20 and gave up on the idea of having some. we practiced for an active shooter situation and i got scared. i felt i didn't know the plan and hid under the table. professor was there and i felt he should be doing more to protect us. i thought hiding under the table was a bad spot. i saw bullets hitting the wall above me. after the drill i confronted everyone about the plan because they were all high fivig and saying it was so clear. people made fun of me and made sarcastic comments that i was being too difficult wanting to review the plan. i started having anxiety breathing hard and spacing out. i could hear people saying we could stop the shooter with the knives i keep in my bedroom. i tried to say i don't have any knives but i couldn't talk.