death

Date: 9/28/2017

I had a dream my room was entirely white with nothing but a bed and a closet in it. dilan was there, and so was my little sister. the sky was absolutely beautiful and purple and yellow and there was soldiers everywhere, we were waiting for the world to end. It was 100% happening, my family and i got separated. It was just me, dilan, and my little sister Xyon. a planet was getting closer and closer to earth and the temperature kept increasing. finally when it was about to happen me dilan and my little sister all held eachother very close and i put my hand on my window. we counted down and i remember thinking this is it, wondering what is going to happen, realizing I am about to know what it feels like to die. I took one last look at the people i loved and i remember feeling the window and the wall under the window disintegrate under my hand. yet for some reason my hand itself didn't disintegrate. I closed my eyes and i heard beautiful music, so beautiful I couldn't even begin to describe it. everything went black and i began to fear that death was nothing but blackness. I opened my eyes and everything was bright and neon. dilan was there but he looked different. everyone i knew was there but they looked different. everyone looked like a cartoon. It was extremely trippy and funny. but also kind of intense.