I got shot in the head.

Date: 4/21/2016

There were people at my grandmas house, I'm not sure what happened but then something happened where people came in and they couldn't trust us to leave so they started killing us. The ones who didn't do what was told was killed first. Eventually, they were going to kill everyone. When they starting killing people I snuck my phone out and called my ex. He didn't answer. So I texted him, "If I die, I just want you to know that I love you so much." After I texted him that, I was sitting there with a guy and we were crying our eyes out. Someone busted through the front door and shot me in the forehead. My body was dead but I was still alive in the spirit. My spirit looked like my fleshly body. Even though I was dead people could still see me. The next day I got to see my mom, aunt, cousins, brother, & sister. My mom and my aunt were happy to see me but my brother, sister, & cousins were scared of me cause they knew I was dead. I can just see the hurt in their eyes. They were so miserable. That really hurt me. but they were still happy to see me as a spirit. It was so weird I knew I was dead but I guess I had a certain amount of time for everyone to see me before I had to "disappear". I remember I looked in the mirror and my eyes were low, like my nerves in my eye were struck and I cried because I thought I was ugly. Almost like I had a stroke on one side of my face. My mom said, "No you're not." Which made me cry even more. Reality: I really do love my ex still. A lot. People who were there: Kyle, Mom, Charlene, granny, Malik, Tati, Jeremiah, & Camille.