When will I stop dreaming of my ex ? Ugh.

Date: 1/3/2019

I was in Fi’s office. It was a few months later and I was trying to get him to talk to me about why he had neglected my pay and treated the newbies so well. He ignored my grievances because he was busy laughing with I. But I had my hammer and I pulled it out. At first I smashed her pottery, but then I started smashing everything on this long display case table. “Those are Fi’s!” I said, anxiously pointing to three royal Doulton dolls in opulent dress towards the centre of the table. “Oh?” I said, then bought my hammer down on the table again. Smash smash smash. In the end I chased me out. Then I was in the school hall with a bunch of kids from my sons class and oddly enough a bunch of kids from my old elementary school class. I was calling kids up for auditions: Nicky, Robert, etc. I said each kid could choose if they want to be a singer, an actor or backstage. Some did a really good job and others were definitely backstage. My son said hi. I was excited. I didn’t have a play yet, but I was going to write it and the music as soon as possible. For whatever reason at some point I get in an epic battle with I and her friends. She wants something I have stolen and hid, something she can’t put her play on without. I won’t tell her where it is and I keep smashing things. We are spitting hate at each other, but I have more vitriol in my banks. We race through the school. I need to get out and take my son with me, but we keep stumbling on locked doors and dead ends. Finally my son and daughter are safe and it’s up to me to bomb out. I find a ledge near a pond at the school and jump off it, reaching the ground below - I am finally outside. It is announced that I and Fi are coming to find my journal but I need to find it first. I send my mom speeding up the highway to get there first but she gets stuck in traffic. (Lucidly) I take over driving and end up at the house just at the same time I does. I distract I, take the diary and go to the playhouse. When I tell the people there about the situation with Fi and I and myself, they ban her play from the playhouse and we all start disassembling her posters and throwing her scenery on the street. My play is replacing hers. She turns up dismayed and defeated. She leaves, leaving Fi to figure out her loss on the team too, and we to revel in my victory.