I could reset my life before dying

Date: 9/3/2017

I remember my life being a game I can "turn off" like a video game and I remember having Nina with me the entire time. My wallet kept getting stolen and I kept resetting my life. The next time I was at a strange hottipic with Samantha c.and we where in the mall. Then I was at some zoo with people from school and it was everyone I hated who is literally everyone so I was hiding slot and gave people the cold shoulder. Like one time I had to go into my computer room and listen and Nicole where in there and they where trying to talk to me but I kept trying to get away but the kept grabbing me and stuff and I was like hunny no. Then I went into the kitchen and Nia was retardendly sitting on the trash can and I peacefully with out trying to mess with her threw like a straw wrapper in the trash and she fell through the lid which pointed all attention on me. Soon after this weird lady who looked like my old coach came to me and was like we need to hold a meeting to get you to stop Hating everyone and I was like umm no lady but then we where outside the zoo house (which was my grandparents house) and I was taking a tour. I remember seeing and hearing a bear call that was so loud but then we found where the bear was and it was In a very open area. Me and some other person went up this like little shack with wide steps and was watching from the stairs but Nicole decided to go up and feed the bear which set off a loud rawr and he started coming after us. I kept telling myself to run while I had a start but for some reason I didn't and the bear came straight for me and I reset my game. I woke up after that.