Black Swan // Held prisoner

Date: 9/14/2017

I've been having weird sexual dreams lately, and I'm honestly very conflicted because some shit my brain comes up with is borderline sexual assault/abuse? For instance, I had a dream where the dance teacher Thomas off the movie Black Swan locked me in my bedroom and kept me as a prisoner/pet. The thing is tho, I don't find him super attractive. But there's something aggressive and sexy about him? Anyways, He was awful to me. If I made the tiniest mistake or answer him incorrectly, he would punish me harshly. I had to stand in one spot fully naked for hours and if I dared to move there would be more consequences. But the worst punishment was when he would grab me with just my underwear on and he shoved me back onto the bed with my butt facing the window where everyone could see and violently spank me. I would cry. It wasn't a nice type of spanking as I wouldnt be able to sit down without feeling emense pain. But as he was spanking me he was yelling out of the window to a car driving by, greeting it as it came into the our drive way. It was apparently his cousins, and they were paying a visit. He told me I had to act completely normal like any wife. So I did without hesitation, but I was terrified and slowly losing my mind as I met his cousins, a man and his son. I wanted to desperately tell them to get help, but I couldn't.