I felt it but... Bahh

Date: 7/14/2018

I pick up my phone at night, maybe 4am.. And I check snapchat, I see a friend of mine just uploaded a video.. That guy is a good friend and I call him by his family name, "z". I check the video and I see a girl I don't recognize... I the room with her there is another guy who hangs out a lot with "z", I also noticed it's morning where they are.. Meaning they're somewhere on vacation abroad. The girl wasn't his girlfriend or anything... Because I know his gf. It was a girl I've never seen before, black hair black eyes, bigger than the average girl. Suddenly I just teleport there... To that room, I'm like... What the fuck?!... So where is Z? You're on his phone. None of them answered me... Instead, the girl lays of her stomach, with only her top on, and she now wants to fuck..... I kinnndd of assumed the other guy in the room already had a go at her if she's this way, he was now just busy with his phone. I think for a second.. "... Ehh okay.." She bumped her ass up high for a kind of doggy position, me still hesitating, I noticed she didn't even clean the last guy's cum from inside of her... That disgusted me, but I didn't stop myself anyway. I didn't want to disappoint her with my hesitance so much. And of course, because it's my brain who decides on that shit... I get a smaller dick than I actually have, and when I'm fucking her I painfully know it! "this isn't like mine".. That almost made me lucid. So, me and my new small dick are still disgusted about her previous creampie and I couldn't get really hard... I could see on her that she's bored... I try different stuff and speeds but nothing, I was starting to get sad... She sat up after a knock was heard on the door... She looked at me with a mix of disappointment and confusion and I replied with a guilty sorry voice "Sorry.. It's disgusting to me putting my dick in another guy's cum... I can't.." She quickly became very apologetic and understanding towards me.. "aww sorry I should've asked you, you're right it's my fault" The knock on the door was... Her mom :o She walked in the room sitting on the bed while we're naked, she clearly hates me for that image.. But her daughter seems to not give a fuck, this kind of "what ever mom I don't give a fuck this isn't your business" attitude. I had a few more dreams after this one but I chose to write only this because, in this dream I didn't wake up 5 seconds after fucking... For the first time it went for like a whole minute and I didn't even wake up after that... I actually got the chance to fill something, even if it was bad.