Sharing love(rs)

Date: 2/13/2021

My co-workers are close to me in a way I can hardly describe. I'm being doted on by two boys. One seems like an ex and the other a current lover. They both get past their jealousy and become intimate not just with each other, but with me. They climb on the couch and we all kiss and hold each other close. Others watching are touched and inspired by the honesty in how we interact. Another girl who was watching smiles and watches warmly. I feel confident and wanted. I carry my little red speaker with me and it plays music that makes me feel so good inside. I forget at times that others are listening to their music too as i walk around, but they're kind and receptive to me. Some hang out on a net hung high above the ground in a safe, modern way of seating installed in a sky scraper. I drag my mattresses out here so I can share in the cuddles. I have to appease a part of my teenage self to move on with my adult life. She takes music and some other vice from me, though I'm ready to settle things with her and move on.