Old friends

Date: 7/28/2019

Slept with a guy I’ve been talking to and then see my old school friends at a party. Chelsea and Devyn are there and Chelsea confessed that he just slept with him a couple days before and apparently everyone knew but me. I just left all upset and trying to walk home and then I started to feel bad like someone spiked my drink or something. Felt betrayed by friends like it was revenge, was waiting to confront him. Once I got home I fell asleep and woke up and got sick, Siri told me that wasn’t normal and I chugged water. Brother was being rude to me about my efforts and I was tryna get a job back at RJ or just eat in the cafe, not sure. Had to walk home and was upset.