Not So Sure

Date: 9/25/2025

In this dream I was with a couple people, we had just left a grocery store or something and a couple was with me but I knew the guy in the couple. They were quite trashy, dirty looking and not too smart. I asked them where their baby was and they had left it back in the car. I was appalled. They said there was a security guard in the grocery store parking lot who would keep an eye on her. These two people had brought a lot with them, they had bags and backpacks but they didn't bring their baby. I was so disgusted. I'm not sure if the guy from the couple turned into my boyfriend or if he was friends with him but I was in another store, like a gas station or corner store and I was with my boyfriend. The feeling was like we had been together for a while and it was comfortable but so boring, unstimulating and flat feeling. We were picking out drinks and I was judgmental of the guy working the store because the drinks were stored weird and weren't stocked. I was walking around this store feeling very unsatisfied. Then I see someone behind the counter or just there, putting on a tie, changing his shirt or something. He's bigger, older and more manly. I recognize him now as the actor Vinnie Jones. I had to talk to him. I was asking him questions about the movie snatch and I was very engaged and admiring. My boyfriend comes over and becomes part of the conversation which I don't mind. Vinnie appreciates the love and heads out. I can tell that I feel longing to be with a man more like that. Then the space is more like a house and my "boyfriend" is laying on a mattress on the floor and I tell him I can't do this. I say "I don't know what this is but whatever it is, I don't want it." I have no remorse. To me it feels like the obvious choice to leave him. It felt really comfortable already but it was probably only a 3 month relationship or something. I get up to leave, there is a food market outside and I go there. Now I'm feeling gregarious and free, I'm talking to vendors in a friendly and jovial way. I get a peanut butter banana ice cream sandwich. I see lots of options and the one I choose is kind of messy and expensive but it tastes great. I continue walking and run into my current managers Denise and Ritu, they are on their way to find food too and seem to be well connected to each other in a friendly way. I am happy to meet with them and walk with them for a bit. The end.