Date: 7/28/2020
By em2002
july 27 2020 ok so before i actually went to sleep i had sleep paralysis multiple times, i didn’t see anything or hear anything but i just kept falling asleep and waking up only to not be able to move at all. like my muscles were locked in place and it was reeeallly annoying. also after that when i was actually having a dream, i had that false awakening thing where i thought i woke up from a dream but i didnt realize that i was still dreaming. Anywayy during my dream i remember me, my mom & my siblings were on this trip where we had to stay in a hotel (kinda reminded me of great wolf lodge) but it was very small for a hotel and we had to stay there with a few other families. basically throughout the trip we were all a “group” sorta like a tour group or something. I remember there being some hyper kids and this really cute girl named ellie or elle and she kept trying to talk to me, she was really nice and i think she had dark blue short hair and wore overalls lmaoo okay so there were like multiple times were i was walking around the place almost naked with nothing but a towel and i felt very exposed???? and it was like a mission to get to my room while keeping myself covered. And all these hyper kids were running around everywhere and getting into my room so i felt like there were obstacles everywhere. When i got back to the room i shut the door but there was one wall that was made completely out of windows that looked onto the pool/indoor waterpark area. After that i think was when i thought i woke up from a dream, but i was still dreaming. Then i remember we had to pack up our things so we could leave, but as a part of the tour-group-trip thingy whatever it was, we had to all store our luggage and bags in one storage unit thing. The whole thing was very unrealistic and i felt like i was in a cartoon almost. So to get to all our luggage, there were these 2 elevators that moved side to side diagonally and you had a certain amount of time to jump from one to the other, multiple times in order to retrieve all the luggage from the storage side back to our side. I remember feeling a lot more unstable than the rest of our group and like i was very behind them and had a harder time doing this challenge thing. During another part, there was this giant room that held all our pillows, stuffed animals, backpacks and other misc things and they were on this giant, twisted conveyer belt thing. We only had like 15 minutes to retrieve whatever we had in that room, and of course i brought a giant seal stuffed animal so I went to go get it. I remember the blue haired girl tried talking to me here and I really wanted to talk to her too but i was in a rush to find my seal so I kinda brushed her off, trying not to be rude. I rummaged through all these bins of plushies but i couldn't find my seal, and i was the last one looking for my stuff in there, too. The girl offered to help me too, she was really sweet about it🥺 But she couldn't find it either. I don't remember if i felt particularly frustrated about it, but i felt very rushed and unorganized and out of control. Idk if i ever found my plushie. After that we went on this bus to get to our cars which were in a parking lot far from the hotel for some reason. The bus was extremely fast and we were told not to stand up at any time until the bus was completely stopped. But of course i saw that we were close to the parking lot, and i stood up in the aisle. I slipped on my feet and felt like i was being pulled to the ground EXTREMELY hard bc the bus was going so fast. I basically went flying down the aisle and i slipped down the stairs that lead down from the seats to the door. The only thing stopping me from flying face first into the window was this one guy who was holding me back, he had to hold me extremely strong for him to actually prevent me from falling forward. Like i could feel the force of his arms and his grip under my arms and it was like gravity was working against him to pull me down. He basically just brushed it off tho and was like “jeez lol you thought you could get up in this hell of a bus, huh?” he said it very lightly, not condescending in any way (ik it looks like that lol). So i tried to stand up again, just when the bus was about to stop, but I ended up slipping down the stairs at full force again when the bus driver braked. The guy holding me up just chuckled and was like “again? jeez lol” And it wasn’t until after we got off the bus that i felt i was able to regain my balance. I think the bus driver said something like “see? i told you, you don't wanna do anything reckless in this bus.” Again he wasn’t really scolding me, just telling me. After we all got off, i was walking around with some of the other kids I met on the trip. We all became friends and promised to exchange contact info and keep in touch after the trip. We were walking around some fountains, in what looked like a big garden. I was walking beside the blue hair girl and we were talking, but there was this little girl who was holding a giant white heart pillow and seemed upset. Suddenly she came up to me and said she had a crush on me, giving me the giant heart pillow which was completely soaked with water like a sponge. I was like “Aww you're the sweetest! I’ll make sure to take very good care of this!” And i was happy she felt that way, it was just very innocent and endearing to me. Blue haired girl was giggling and thought it was really cute too. I woke up after that and I was kinda confused because i was like “wait i thought i already woke up from my dream??? Am i still dreaming now too??? No, no i’m awake for real this time.” And yeah thats all :,)