Telling Belén she hurt me

Date: 11/28/2020

I met up with Belén and two of our other friends outside. She looks like she's finally not cold to me but not exactly warm either. I walk up to get things off my chest. I say I'm not angry. I'm just hurt that she planned my birthday party and then decided to hold a grudge against me because of her disagreement with our other friend. She didn't even wish me a happy birthday. I never got to celebrate and i spent it alone in quarantine without anyone because she exposed me to the virus. I didn't really care what she said after. I just needed to stop bottling it up. In waking life, I'm sure she'd get angry and defensive and the rift would only grow. At this point, I'll cut my losses. She could expose me again in her impulsiveness and I can't do that to myself.