Nightmare on the Escalator

Date: 12/6/2018

I’m at work sitting on the escalator for a long period of time fixing it or something. Q is at the bottom of it chilling or something. CL is allowing Q to use his phone to play games and look up Beyoncé shit and he periodically comes back to chat with him (They’re close friends at work). Q keeps making remarks about his phone saying it’s glitching and whatnot and CL is saying shit but since I’m so close I don’t want to noticeably ease-drop. I don’t want to look like I still care for him. I then perceive that CL is asking him about relationship advice and I wanna be nosey but he keeps on lowering his voice as I get closer. I feel horrible like it literally is tearing me apart. I’m still not over this man and the thought of him being with someone else disgusts me. I need to hear it tho bc I need to get over him.