mom heart attack

Date: 4/21/2016

I was about to perform. My mom was there and I told her I wanted her to leave. I had let her be at the performance I wanted her at. This one I wanted to actually be myself and feel comfortable and not have her judging me from the side lines. Everyone thought I was mean to do that. I was so mad at her,i pulled her hair. She landed on the ground and started having what I considered a heart attack. I felt horrible and horrified. I told people to call 911. She got better. She had brought me an entire outfit of red. It was kind of neat. There was a cute guy there I was interested in. Mom showed me his picture. I agreed he was cute but didn't let her know my intentions. She showed a picture of another cute guy I wasn't interested in. There were lots of similarly cute guys around. But I only wanted one. As I was performing, the show turned into someone else performing songs or just maybe playing a CD. I was just sitting there doing nothing. I was super disappointed I wasn't involved. As I was leaving,i considered just up and going without saying goodbye to the hostess. I saw two angry people do just that. After they passed me and left, I approached the hostess and was gracious. I thanked her and she was a very sweet woman. I complimented her daughter who was also a very good person. Something about volunteering for them. And a five year old girl being sent in to volunteer. It was cute. They had new volunteers all the time.