Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 5/29/2018
By risei
so there i was just scrolling thru twt in my laptop, i was in bed when my phone blew up notifs, vid this article that, translation this. i scrolled to the main source and it was bighit doing a live presscon, so ofcourse i clicked it. all of the boys were in a line at a table and center was yoongi, he was saying "... I'm really, really sorry. sorry army." then something in korean. i waited for the sub to appear then i read "i will be stepping back from bangtan. from being an idol. but will still be producing for them and bighit." JESUS CRUST my heartbreak in that dream omg. i was in denial and looked through the articles and read the same thing. i was bawling and i curled up under the table. I can't remember what else, i remember my mom trying to call me bec she also saw the news. godamnit i woke up with the urge to bawl my eyes out and not go to work. But then i saw the goodnews of BTS claiming top 10 at bb hot100. so i hauled ass and try to just forget my fuckin nightmare. jesus. i really have BAD dreams when I'm stressed ☹️