History dream

Date: 2/14/2021

This dream took place in the 1800s sometime, and I lived in this giant house that was in the middle of downtown. It was a corner lot, not much of a yard and the entrance led right to the sidewalk. I was going to marry my actual husband, his family was the one who owned the house so naturally I was going to move in with them. There was a lot of kids, he had a big family. I had an affair though with this guy who seemed gay but was either pretending he wasn’t, or really wasn’t. We never had sex in my dream, just hung out a lot and kissed. Then he dumped me for another girl and I was pretty pissed about it. I saw them walking on the sidewalk together and stormed out, telling her that if she finds any makeup laying around his place that’s not hers, to please give it back to me. She scoffed and said she wouldn’t, so I grabbed her by the collar of her shirt and pulled her to me, choking her, and said yes you will basically. I went on a little rant that I don’t remember, and she was scared because she was choking and the guy didn’t seem to care. I threw her on the sidewalk and she had either her little sister with her or just some random younger girl but I then punched the little girl to prove I really would hurt them, then left. I also had a random sex dream in part of it where this older couple living in the house, maybe my husband’s parents in the dream, certainly not his real life parents, were in their bedroom. The guy was complaining that he didn’t feel attractive anymore, because his belly has grown and now his little guy is tiny, he can barely see it. I was the woman at this point, and was like “noooo, you’ve barely got a belly, you’re just getting older.” So he whips it out and it is actually quite tiny, but it’s soft, so I say “Of course it’s small when it’s soft, I’ve never seen a man who was huge when he’s soft.” And of course I start jerking it to make it hard so it’ll grow and prove my point. It doesn’t get huge, but it does get bigger and he seems alright with it so I suck it until he comes and then he’s feeling much better.