Talking to my friends grandmother

Date: 2/8/2022

Last night had a dream About Toshas grandmother whose name I don’t remember came to visit me or maybe I visited her She was in bed very old She could speak but she was frail I wasn’t really sure what to say to her She seem to enjoy my company We drink tea together I was sad After I woke up from the dream I was confused I thought how funny I was horrified to realize in reality Tosha and her mother not the grandmother had actually died two years ago her grandmother many many years before I am very sad and haunted by the stream Seems I’m trying to sort out the grief and loss and still the disbelief over the sudden death of both my friend and her mother in 2020 I don’t think I’ve come to grips with this I miss them both terribly especially Tasha In the dream I remember having a sense of confusion and questioning how the grandmother was still alive and where was Donna and Tasha? How is her grandmother out living them? But no It was a terrible dream I sat by her bedside