True Neutral

Date: 12/11/2021

My dreams were very choppy and separate which I think is significant somehow. One chunk, I am shown a scene of a meadow or something and something "bad" happens. It was like the scene of a meadow and then a version of it as if something bad had happened but I was given a huge wave of neutrality. I was made to feel that all good and all bad were truly neutral and I zoomed out onto the entire world and could see the experiences of its people as just a story. It was a window dream for sure where I was given a feeling. The next snippet I am observing Ola and Lilly from Sex Education and they are starting to make out, just like in the show. All of a sudden Ola says "what happened to your room?!" and all over the dark wood paneled walls were strings with photos of crime scenes. It was intensely spooky and it woke me up. I fell back asleep. In this portion of the dream I am in a massive warehouse. MASSIVE. It's the Warehouse Market (where I work) but obviously very different. Different rooms, higher ceilings etc. One thing that was very similar though was the terrible lighting. It was dark in different corners and seemed to have choppy energy throughout the space. I was looking for solutions but it seemed difficult. I found a switch and turned it on and florescent lights flickered on high above. They were weak and only partially lit up a partial space. Steph was in this dream too, they asked me about fish or something and were visibly stressed (again) and I felt very detached from the whole thing. I think this was telling me that I am ready to move on from my job. The end. I feel like there was more but I can't remember!