just a touch

Date: 11/8/2016

So me and the girl I've been seeing lately are sitting on the couch next to each other, silently, not touching or talking at all.... just quietly watching tv. I have the feeling that I want to say something but I don't know what to say. I start to feel a tightness in my chest like I NEED to say something to this girl before it's too late. I'm still unable to think of anything to say so I just start to rub her leg... and then her back... I can immediately feel her relax and whatever tension there was between us starts to dwindle away.... then she just says thank you. She says she felt like we were in two different places and wanting two different things but that when we touched I told her everything to she needed to hear without saying a word. She leaned over to me closer and as I closed my eyes in the dream, I woke up in reality.