Sometimes the solution is to kill everyone.

Date: 5/3/2021

Was on vacation? In something like a vacation. In a huge building, sorta like if an amusement park was in a warehouse. My room was right across from a shallow garage type thing where the guest could go and put their feet in ocean water without leaving the building or going near the ocean. I felt this was amazing for my introvert nature and once I realized I could do this I went back to get my dog and a few things to relax on the 'beach' with. I didn't need much, just a few things. I wanted to meditate into the sea. But for some reason I couldn't get my dog past the stairs, the hallway that led to the garage and well everywhere, like bisecting the whole building, these red stairs that had levels. She kept getting left there and wandering around somehow getting up a level or two and getting stuck...and I kept having to stop everything - put ny stuff down - I was doing to go get her. I kept finding her in random places, more and more lost via the stairs. Other dogs suffered this too. I kept worrying someone would steal her, she's a Dalmatian and very pretty. I had to wade through the other dogs lost to find her. And every time I'd get her, I'd lose my stuff, or something else. I kept asking customer/park service people for help, these were a lot of them, they worse those familiar shirts and seemed busy but also not doing anything. I don't think they wanted to help me... And I'm not sure if it was because they were busy or if it was personal. I think I actually worked here.. In the off hours when it wasn't an amusement park. I knew these people very well, recognized their faces. And also not so well. We weren't friends. Finally I was able to track down all my stuff and my dog and a person I wanted with me and then I ended up exiting the building without them, finding the real ocean. I decided to cut out the middle man and went to get them to take them with me and they wanted me to pay to get in again. But when I tried to buy the $7 entry ticket I couldn't because you could only buy one every 10 hours. I was very mad and demanded to speak to someone by going into the backroom, I knew where it was. That made them really mad, no one wanted me there, no one wanted to help. They were already mad with me and now I was going off on them and making it worse. I tried to backtrack, tell them I understood their plight and anger with me - I was a customer service worker too I knew how shitty it was to deal with a diffucult customer - and explain my side but it just made them more snarly. Like they had the right more to treat me bad.. and I suspected I might get fired when I got back to work. I just wanted my dog and my stuff and my companion all at the same time with the ocean. But they didn't care. And then I lost it. I slit one female boss's - she was actually my boss on a high up chain - neck. Then realizing it was the solution I did I again for every woman who had been rude that day to me. Then I just killed everyone around. I knew they'd all pop back up, alive and well, but reset without memory of me or this incident and I did it. My companion found me after this. He was impressed. He and I had come here with an agenda. Which is why he was often gone. In fact he was the one who got me my ticket. He had finished his heist and now no one would know we were here. He was very pleased. I was able to get my dog and damn stuff and leave, finally. I never did get to sit inside their fake beach but this was better. I was free of that hellish place. ~ A circular pendant with a snake undulating towards the sky and a crystal was placed near my mouth.