Trying to join a threesome with Nick Jonas, cheating on my bf

Date: 3/20/2019

I was at a party that seemed like it was in the founders lounge that had an extra private room you could go into. I was there with Dheeraj, and black Sofi. Nick Jonas was at this party! Nick went into the private room with Dheeraj and asked Sofi if she wanted to join too, for a threesome! I wanted to be a part of it baddd, and I was extremely jealous that they were in that room with Nick and I wasn’t! I sat on the couch driven to go into that room and ask them if they needed a fourth. I wanted to do sexual shit with Nick Jonas reeaally badly and I figured it’s way better to go in there, ask and get rejected by Nick than to sit on that couch and let the opportunity slip away. At first I was joking around with Dheeraj like “omg haha you’re gonna be fucking my celebrity crush” but once a girl got involved too, I got jealous. I went into the room, feeling a lot of tension. I went up to Sofi and talked, while also cuddling her face and we pressed up against eachother. I asked Nick if I could stay, and he asked if I could come join during the middle. He also asked me if I mind cum. I asked him how I would know it’s time, whether I someone should just use come over and let me know. It was also a little annoying for me that Dheeraj was there, I kept telling him that Nick better fuck be first. I knew the sex would be wild and very painful for me, but it was something I just had to experience. Peter was my boyfriend but I wanted to lose my virginity to Nick and I knew Peter would understand.