Boy Version of Me

Date: 6/27/2016

ok God actually this is so embarassing as my first journal at this app lol. This dream is like the third person kind(?), so I can see myself doing anything. And in the dream, I think I was a boy cause I got really short hair and my voice is deeper. I was playing with my two older sisters in a hotel. We were playing UNO and then watch some cartoons on tv. After that, I saw myself went to my parent room and met my mother there. I was talking to her, not sure what we were talking about tho. But suddenly, my mom asked me to sleep with her. I said okay. We lay on the bed, and she asked me to talk in a cute 5 year old boy voice... And I did it.. I thought she was just playing with me... but she wasn't. She covered herself with the blanket, she said "Ahh don't stop baby.. don't stop" I didn't know whats happening, what was my mother doing under the blanket, and yet I kept talking like a cute kid. I didn't remember what did I say but I think its just normal sentences like "Good morning", "Have a good day" or "I like to play games".. She started making weird noises, uh, like moaning. Then I know whats actually happening. She masturbated..on my voice. I (as the me who's looking at my dream) was so disgusted, I want to yell at my boy-version-of-me to get the hell of that room, get away from mother. He did tho, he ran out from the room, found my sisters. And I woke up. this is the weirdest thing on this dream thats why its so vivid.