I Shouldn’t Have.

Date: 5/23/2019

I dreamed of you tonight. Chances are- the fact your birthday haunts me like the last four digits of your phone number, will be a side effect of loving you for as long and as hard as I did. I guess what they say is true- it’s hard to rekindle a love with a lost flame. But with the amount you’ve been on my mind and the fact just hearing your name send shockwaves down my spine as though we were still next to each other tripping on LSD? Makes it hard to question. He loves me. He loves me not. He loves me. He loves me not.