so confused........

Date: 6/6/2019

I had a dream that I was in this unfamiliar bedroom. I guess I was really aroused, because I was trying and failing at getting this man to have sex with me. He looked around thirty to forty, and I’d even push it to late forties. He didn’t have any pants or underwear on and neither did I. I think he had a shirt on though. As for me, I’m not so sure about that. Anyway, I was trying to force him to get inside me. I was on my back, and he was hovering above me. Our groins were extremely close, yet something was stopping him. He kept saying something about wanting to be on top, when he already was. It was like he was deathly confused, and it frustrated me. For some reason, he thought I was under the impression that I was going to be on top. I don’t remember a lot of this dream. There were many other scenes with completely different subjects in completely different places, but I remember another one that took place in the same bedroom. We were both dressed, and my mom came in. They were both talking, and she was sort of embarrassing me. She said something about me doing my hair a lot (washing it, brushing it out, etc) was because I wanted to stay popular and... liked being popular, or something like that. It made me feel so awkward. He seemed to agree with her though, which confused me. That’s all I remember for now. .: translation :. ♥︎ Self-betrayal is indicated if you dream that the sexual encounter is not positive. You might end up entangled in a worrying problem or difficult situation. ♥︎ For some, to dream of performing sexual acts in the dream means being taken for granted. Are you being affectionate towards others? You may have some inner doubt in life, for example, you believe that you're not measuring up to others' expectations. ♥︎ If the dream is strange in any way, then it is important. The dream is quite interesting in that it shows you that real spiritual growth is taking place. Dreams that highlight your total desire in a sexual nature mean that you can grow to love someone, and it is time to review what is important to you. ♥︎ If the sex within your dream was unpleasant in any way, then this is a gentle warning that you are likely to be undertaking a social meeting or gathering in the near future, and this will lead to guilty feelings. ♥︎ It is popular to note that sometimes we dream of sex with a stranger that one does not recognize. To dream of strange sex dreams can indicate a damaged area of the mind of the dreamer. ♥︎ To expose your sexual organs to others it generally indicates that you need to be careful about what you say in the near future. What have you just completed in your life? This dream can also be associated with “worrying too much” To not reach orgasm in the dream denotes that goals need to be met. ♥︎ Carl Jung had a concept that we all have an animus or anima. An animus is a female's energy. It about merger of both feminine and male elements in your own being. And sex with a stranger in one's dream is connected to progression in life. If you cannot see the person’s face in a dream but you are having sex this can suggest you need to strengthen your career goals. You might have to focus on nurturing your own animus in life. ♥︎ To dream that you have an affair or have sex with somebody unknown indicates challenges in life. ♥︎ When you dream of being rejected, it could be a sign of low self-esteem. You are always thinking of others to be better than you and in the process, undervaluing yourself. Start appreciating yourself for who you are. You should know that nobody is perfect in this world and everyone seems to make mistakes of sorts. If you always think that others are better than you, then you will need to work on yourself to raise your standard. Mind you that, there are people who admire your character and would want to be like you, so start being proud of who you are. 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐈 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐝: 𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞, 𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐭, 𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭, 𝐟𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲𝐚𝐥, 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐡𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫, 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 .: end of translation :.