I’m unsure

Date: 9/11/2019

I was at this family party and I was walking around talking. I was in a different universe I guess since when I asked about people that I knew were invited they didn’t know who I was talking about. I don’t remember much in the middle of this but I went outside for a little while then went back to see my old old old old friend who i always called my cousin, this is the person I had a crush of for most of my life until I was ten. He was standing there and even though he hated me for years he hugged me really tight .. I could smell him and I wave of memory’s hit me in the dream. We walked to the back and all of a sudden he kissed me. I don’t know why but he did and it ended with me hearing static...