Old church

Date: 8/18/2019

I was at my old church and the old senior pastor, Pastor Tom, was back speaking as the pastor. I was in the back row and was listening to his message until this guy a couple rows over starts disrupting and asking why anyone would believe in such nonsense and he had interrupted the pastor saying some verse by saying something along the lines of "how heavy is the door" to some verse like "God will open the door". Everyone started explaining what God means to them and how they feel in their faith. Even the pastor started reciting verses saying god will love him and set him free. He was wearing a plaid shirt and was a guest dancer or something for the church and he came up next to me. I told him "I also struggle with my faith and sometimes think what if this is all we have and after you die nothing happens? That's why I'm both a believer and a nonbeliever." I thought I was comforting him but he said "everyone these days doesn't make the decision you're all too weak and nieve to actually choose what you believe in so you don't choose." It hurt my feelings but I was drawn to him for his opinion. He eventually made a big ruckus and walked out into the foyer. Later the pianist walked out and she was like completely naked and pregnant, she was very pretty and had caramel skin. But everyone started treating her as a sex object and were making crass comments about her, even the pastor. Another part of the dream I was in a dorm room and I had a girl who I knew was my sister though I don't have a sister in real life and two other girls as my roomates. Eventually found out my family had been trying to do something to me, and my sister was joining them. I can't remember much about that.