another pregnancy dream

Date: 3/2/2019

so in this dream i was pregnant. again. but this time i knew who the dad was. it was some guy that i’ve never met but at least i wasn’t the fucking virgin mary again. so i think it started at six flags. me, my mom, my dad, my grandma, my aunt, my uncle, and my cousin we’re all there. for some reason it was like a fucking sewer. i kept losing my family and BAM i was suddenly pregnant and due to have my baby. like i suddenly had a huge stomach out of nowhere. i was like “oh, this explains why i’ve been eating so much.” lmaooooo. so i went on snap instagram etc and posted a picture of my stomach to let everyone know. and then i asked my mom and grandma what i should name her (i guess i knew she was gonna be a girl). the weird thing is that the two names i would actually name my daughter in real life (madeline and roxie) were the ones i was asking about. i decided on roxie and then went to look for green day and all time low songs with girl names in it so i could find a middle name lmao. it was this point in the dream where i realized that i had already had a child. she was like 1 or 2 and apparently i had forgotten about her?? like my grandma was taking care of her or something. so she came back to me and i was at the hospital with all of the people i mentioned before. it was huge and full of weird twists and turns. i was waiting for my water to break and (i think) it did. i called my mom about it and she was ignoring me. she was in some other room in the hospital but she wouldn’t pay attention to me so i was stuck there. someone was giving me advice on how to deliver the baby when my cousin tapped me on the shoulder and woke me up from my insane dream. it all felt way too real.