worst nightmare in a while

Date: 9/18/2024

I slept over at Roels house and when i woke up I felt a lot of touching and i was somehow on top of Jon and he was saying hurry cmon and kept making out with me and i was so out of it from waking up i thought it was Roel until realization hit me that it was Jon. I tried pulling away but he kept holding me really tight and i was starting to yell out for help so he would let me go. he even had a gf in the next room. i was like where’s Roel and he said he left to Cali or somewhere with his friends around midnight and he didn’t know Jon came in his house. I was hurt because i felt that Roel didn’t protect me and put me in harms way by allowing whoever to enter his house and sleep with me. I was screaming and distraught and i tried to tell Jons new gf what happened but she didn’t even believe me and was upset with me for saying anything to her. Jon was happy he got away with it and i felt disgusting and used.