afraid of developing lucid dreaming skills

Date: 2/12/2017

I have had lucid dreams many times in my life, but the idea of developing it as a skill using consistent methods makes me afraid that I wouldn't be able to NOT lucid dream. Most of the time I enjoy losing control, not knowing where the dream will take me or even that I'm dreaming. I'm afraid that if I develop lucid dreaming skills, I won't be able to turn them off. Anyone else have this concern?