Dying and it felt so good

Date: 3/28/2017

I was faced with a gun an inch away from the middle of my eyes. From there I accepted that i was going to die. At first I was scared but that slowly transitioned to being at peace, and accepted what was going to happen. Suddenly I was okay with dying. When the trigger was pulled, suddenly there was light then pure darkness. And it was the most peaceful thing I've ever experienced. It was warm and it felt so good, as if I had the innocence of a new born infant. I woke up, sadly.