I was a mix of me and Abigale/Dave

Date: 5/19/2020

I was outside in an open green recess field. There was a model know from saying “you’re beautiful” in an aveeno ad (not a real ad or model) she was very beautiful, with brown hair, white skin thay was a little tanned, and looked similar to the Victoria’s Secret model Taylor Hill. I had gone up too her in the field, and so did Romi. We talked to her. Romi was talking about how she felt transgender and always felt like a man inside and didn’t know what to do. she wanted to cut her hair and have short curly boys hair. Romi talked about how “he” was so confused for long (Romi still looked totally like a girl) and knew that he wanted to be transgender now. He looked at me and we both knew I wasn’t really supposed to hear that even though he knew I was there when he said it so he accepted it. Romi looked at me in a way where they didn’t expect me to understand. In that moment I was a merge of two people. I was myself Crystal, but also Abigale (who’s newly trans but fully looks like a girl). The part of me that was related while Romi and the model listened and nodded. Explaining how I also look like a dude but feel like a girl, they both seemed skeptical but when I said I wanted to get the full surgery to change my body to a girls body they understood and accepted it believing me, nodding. Then the part of me that’s Crystal came out, Crystal has a male alter ego named Adam who she didn’t mention. She tried to relate by talking about her sexuality and how she was turned on by girls too but Romi didn’t care. Then I was at the pool, inside the pool and the “you’re beautiful” model was talking along the side of the pool casually. I wanted to go talk and hang out with her again! I was still me but also Abigale. Abigale/me was wearing a one piece bathing suit. She had a very defined familiar facial structure, that when people saw they recognized she had the face of someone who could be famous. Her face still looked very masculine, but her long hair and kinda pretty face made it show that she could still be a girl. People expected her to become famous. She/I had a strong presence. By some lawn chair a little away from the pool in a row of 3, 3 boys were sitting and one row and one was a guy a couple years younger than me from highschool who had a kinda chubby face and looked similar to Judah isak. I went up to him and he was talking to me about abigale. I mostly just wanted to find where the model girl went