Emotional

Date: 11/11/2018

I dreamt that we drove out to Mallory’s house to drop Gavin off because we wanted to talk to her. When we got there, we got out of the car and she was outside waiting. She told me I could leave but I was like “No, I’m standing right here, thanks” We then told her about how Gavin doesn’t like school and says his friends won’t play with him anymore and all this but she was just being a bitch like usual. Then Jeremy took out Gavin’s writing book that had a little entry from Gavin about how sad he was. Jeremy told Mallory to read it and Gavin saw it and got really upset. He said how dare we show his mom and tell her and it’s none of her business and he was really upset. So I kneeled down and started telling him about anxiety and how if you ball up your feelings they don’t go away, they just stay there and get worse and worse and then explode. We had a long talk and Mallory was standing behind me like trying to agree with me, but I just ignored her and so did Gavin so then she went into the other room. I told Gavin that I have anxiety too and I understand but his mom needs to know so she can help and whatnot and we never meant to hurt his feelings and everything was fine. He was okay. Mallory came back into the room and I was like “everything’s fine” and Gavin was smiling. Then I also remember a little part where we were at home me and Jeremy, and there was this random chick. This guy knocked on the door and was dressed in leather pants and no shirt. It was apparently her ex, and he wanted her back so was dancing for her. But in the dream I think she was sleeping with Jeremy. But I wasn’t mad like I don’t think I was there I think I was just watching. He wasn’t cheating, I didn’t feel hurt. I felt like he didn’t know me yet. But then the girl took her ex back and they started making out in our front yard and I was like “maybe you shouldn’t be making out with your ex in front of the guy you’re fucking?” There was so much more random stuff too, but I feel like it was just all over the place. My friend Zoey was there and she came over and Jeremy was annoyed, then we were traveling and I also remember going to like a convention or something. Super random. Also my friends had a party without me and it made me feel sad. All around an emotionally draining dream.