my first day trying to lucid dream

Date: 2/6/2017

I tell myself "I'm going to lucid dream tonight." and after that I tell myself what I'm going to dream about as I'm drifting off to sleep. As I'm asleep I can't get a clear picture of anything, and everything is fuzzy. I wake up but I don't open my eyes. And while I'm asleep I keep on thinking of the advice I told myself.